Dear Future Katy, I feel like I am on fire. Not the 'dang girl, I'm getting so much shit done, go me *clicks fingers* kind of on fire. The rage type. I can't stop it. My anger bursts and I can't control it. I know I'm getting frustrated and mad for no reason. I know … Continue reading Do you manage to put the flames out?
Dear Future Katy, You know what I miss about living in Needham? It's being able to look up and see the stars. While living in Ipswich has its perks; being only a ten minute walk away from Primark and being able to have takeaways delivered that isn't just Dominos, Is the light pollution worth it? … Continue reading Do you ever look up at the stars?
Ahh.. Nothing like a warm bath to make everything seem better. After boiling numerous vats of hot water on the hob; I concocted my own special brand of bubbles ( 1/4 a lush comforter bar (pink of course) half a Wilko peach and mango bomb (blue and purple) a couple of handfuls of lavender Epsom … Continue reading Do you still dream of being a mermaid?
Dear Future Katy, I'm getting really fucking tired of this. How many more times am I going to have to mop my own blood off the floor, or change my bedsheets because I've cut myself whilst in a dissociative state, and blacked out Katy didn't even have the god damn decency to clean up her … Continue reading Do you remember what you did last night?
Dear Future Katy, I've been alone. We've all been alone. Being alone can be nurturing for the soul, a time to process and rejuvenate. Being lonely is whole different ball game. For me it starts with a physical feeling. A heavy neck , like some great force is pushing my head down (I know where … Continue reading Do you ever feel lonely?