Dear Future Katy,
Struggling. Tonight’s panic attack left me unable to face college, and without a set of fingernails, of which I have been painstakingly working on for months.
Honestly, Katy, I feel like I am letting myself down. Why am I struggling so much with an English GCSE? Am I really that thick that I can’t even do this? It’s three hours a week. Can I not spare that? If can’t even do this I don’t stand a hope in hells chance of doing my level 3 course next year. My attendance is now ‘critical’ apparently. I need to up my game. But this all just fighting talk. I need to actually put it into practice. But do I want to? What happened to me? School work used to come so easy? Is it just that I’ve become lazy? Probably. I feel like I’m forever listing excuses to myself. Urgh.
Right enough moaning. I want to show you my sassy hair! As I have all this free time on my hands, I figured it was time to take my love for vintage up a level and learn how to pin curl hair. Turns out it’s not actually that hard, and if I may say so myself looks kinda cute!
And…. I got my eyeliner even for the first time in forever. (See, I’m good at some things?)
Speak soon honey bun,
Love Current Katy x
P.S. Today’s playlist:
- Cough Syrup – Young the Giant
- You’re Never Fully Dressed Without a Smile – Sia
- Bird Set Free – Sia
- Whose Bed Have Your Boots Been Under? – Shania Twain
- Lost Boy – Ruth B
- Trouble – Ray LaMontagne
- Killer Queen – Queen
- Be With Me – The Proclaimers
- Just Like Fire – Pink
- Make Me (Cry) – Noah Cyrus (Labrinth)
- Pity Party – Melanie Martinez
- Little of Your Time – Maroon 5
- So Good – Louisa Johnson
- Suzanne – Leonard Cohen
- Cherry Wine – Hozier